I have struggled with my weight all of my adult life, just like many other Americans. But why do I continued to struggle? And what if I don't have the money for a weight trainer, a privated chef, or new clothes? I want to prove that it is possible to obtain my goal weight without spending a lot of money. This is why I want to:
Spend Less Weight Less
While this is not technically on My List of Impossible Things, an opportunity came up and I have decided to go for it. In Portland, there is an organized bike ride that happens once a year, called the "Worst Day of the Year". I have never done something like this and it was a lot of fun! It was amazing to ride throughout the Portland neighborhoods with 4,000 people. This was a bold step for me to take and I actually feel proud of myself. I look forward to the next community event! This is one step closer toward my goal of running in a 5K! Here are some pictures for you to enjoy!
When I was in school, getting my report card was always an exciting time for me. I was a good student, I enjoyed school, and so I expected good grades. Sometimes my parents felt generous and would pay me for the A's and B's. However, this enthusiasm does not extend toward my son. He is secretive, tells half-truths about what is due and not, what is homework and not homework. I listen to a long line of excuses such as: "I forgot...I was supposed to due that?...The teacher is boring/stupid/gives dumb assignments...It is not a real class!" He is good kid but unorganized and lazy. It is hard to stay on top of all the time. I struggle with my own organizational skills and I have to teach someone else!
One thing is for sure, yelling does not work nor does bribery. I have to find the balance between what is fair while remaining strict. Plus, taking away the privileges of television/Ipod/video games means that the rest of us cannot watch television. We live in a small house with only one television and my husband loves his television, so he feels "grounded" as well. That is not fair.
I look forward to the day when my son makes the connection that when his motivation matches his ability life for him becomes a lot easier. Plus his parents will get off his back. I suspect there are adults who have not made this connection, ability finally meeting up with the desire.
Any thoughts or suggestions? What are your experiences with motivation vs abilities?
In the time that I have been writing my post, I have been a little impulsive with my words. The original rules of my blog was that I would work out 6 days a week, lose 2 lbs. a week, and commute by bike everywhere. While these are noble goals, some obstacles have gotten in the way. First, I am a procrastinator; this is a huge struggle for me. I am also unorganized; the whole day will fly by I will ask myself what did I actually do? Finally, it is easy to talk. It reminds me of contestants on The Biggest Loser, when they talk about watching the show from their couch vs actually being on the show with Jillian Michael's screaming in your face like an Army drill sergeant during basic training. It is easy to talk but taking action is daunting.
Well, I have finally started to transition from talk to action. I started Weight Watchers, I program that is based on decision-making. And I have started to train for a 5K, which I have not done since my Army days 15 years ago. This is definitely a goal on My List of Impossible Things. I may be slow, with a walk 5 minutes/ run 30 seconds to start with, but I am getting there. My lovely neighbor as kindly volunteered to train me. I am not going to turn down something like that down! Plus, I think she likes the excuse of hitting the trails for herself.
Today I got to taste a sample of my chosen career path. I visited a high school library and the resident library media specialist. I stumbled upon her by the grace of God one day when I happened to work as a substitute teacher one day at the school. It reminded me of the military, learning a whole new language. I understood about 60% of what she was saying. I will catch on eventually...I am really excited about my chosen career path even if it seems a little daunting.